I am seriously questioning my ability to study. Okay, so last night *maybe* i got home at 9 PM after walking home from school in the dark with Biff (about 3 miles) while carrying a heavy backpack and bag of groceries, and *maybe* I had to take a hot bath because I was all sweaty, and *maybe* i didn't start studying until about 11 PM...but I did try to study and I drank 2 "focus" drinks which should count for something. (**Plus I was out of cigarettes and perhaps that explains why I was nodding off so chronically). Anyways, the test is over--thanks to all who sent me "positive mental vibes!"--I felt like I just regurgitated the half-digested and not-all-that-well-understood stuff about free will and determinism right back at my professor. I just hope I did well--eep! eeep!
Biff had a nightmare last night that I moved back in with my mom, and he woke up in a cold sweat, which made me sad, because when I get uber-focused, I am not exactly emotionally available. I'm more like an ATM machine except without unlimited flows of cash... It weirded me out though because my mom has persuaded me to stop by the old house for like 2 hours tomorrow and Biff doesn't even know about it. so I'm all like "whoa!"
Biff worked his little keister off on designing one of the websites yesterday (there are 3 total) so he gets adorable-extra-credit points.
Things I need to be doing:
>Working on my 4 cartoons so I can still keep my job next fall as the cartoonist >work on my lame-o FCC, Censorship, and YOU! project for Public Relations >work on English paper on Orinooko or The Winter's Tale or *something* that goes on for 7-8 pages >work on graphic design advertising project >internship paper, goddamnit! >P.R. project >Groupthink presentation
To quote Prince Humperdink from The Princess Bride--"You know how much I love to see you work. But I've got my wedding to plan, my wife to murder, and Gilder to frame for it. I'm swamped!"