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almost forgot you. I was writing my my handwritten journal - can you even believe how many fucking words I regurgitate. and wrote "shit, I forgot Kent".
I would never want to forget you.
I wouldn't even call you my "lifeline" because it's different with you and I. For me, I just always knew you were there (oh HERE come the tears), and I knew that I could talk to you and say whatever I wanted to. you have no idea how rare that is for me - having to mush myself into so many self-induced contortions to try and receive love.
it was so refreshing to just have you in my life.
I'll probably write you a better note later, but I didn't want to leave you out.
I love you in a way that isn't at all wanting you to be my savior husband. I love you deeper.
thanks for being my buddy.
have the best life ever, and keep writing!
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