Nutshell Kingdom: Second Confession
      				
      				2005
			
      				
      				
					
	
	
	Back in March, I set a writing goal for the week.  It wasn't set in pages per day or hours or words.   Quantifiable goals have never interested me very much.
I wanted to make someone (anyone, really) cry.
Miracle: within the week, someone wrote me to tell me that my post had made them cry.
It works for me.  In my crazy, house-of-mirrors brain, this is the best I have to give.  Its the inverse of making people happy.  Two sides of the same coin.  Play your slot.
Now there's a focus, a lazy fixed vector.  I want to make you cry.  Especially if I have to make you really happy to get there.