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No longer a Random Ten virgin one day after Thanksgiving Random Ten
Song to No One--Jeff Buckley
Juliette--Little Feat
Hearts and Flowers--Joan Armatrading
The Astronaut--The Never
The Latest Toughs--Okkervil River
Power Tools--Planet P Project
American Roulette--Robbie Robertson
Mutatis Mutandis, track 1--Ronnie Montrose
Jonathon Fisk--Spoon

Oh, God, that was good. I mean better than I imagined it could be. It didn't hurt like I thought it would and you were so, kind to me, and gentle. And that thing you did at the end with the Spoon and then the Rammstein, oh Jesus. No one ever talks about the end the way it really happens, not really. I love you.

You're so quiet, what's wrong? You hate me, don't you? You only said you loved me so I'd do it and now that it's done and we're all messy you don't even want to look at me. You hate me, I just know it. Why? Why are you all so alike? Liar.

Now I guess you'll tell all your friends and they'll laugh at me and I won't even be able to ride the bus anymore. I feel so dirty, so ashamed. So used. I hate you.

I didn't mean that, I love you.

Can we do it again?

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