No longer a Random Ten virgin one day after Thanksgiving Random Ten Song to No One--Jeff Buckley Juliette--Little Feat Hearts and Flowers--Joan Armatrading The Astronaut--The Never The Latest Toughs--Okkervil River Power Tools--Planet P Project American Roulette--Robbie Robertson Mutatis Mutandis, track 1--Ronnie Montrose Jonathon Fisk--Spoon Moskau--Rammstein
Oh, God, that was good. I mean better than I imagined it could be. It didn't hurt like I thought it would and you were so, so...so kind to me, and gentle. And that thing you did at the end with the Spoon and then the Rammstein, oh Jesus. No one ever talks about the end the way it really happens, not really. I love you.
You're so quiet, what's wrong? You hate me, don't you? You only said you loved me so I'd do it and now that it's done and we're all messy you don't even want to look at me. You hate me, I just know it. Why? Why are you all so alike? Liar.
Now I guess you'll tell all your friends and they'll laugh at me and I won't even be able to ride the bus anymore. I feel so dirty, so ashamed. So used. I hate you.