Kristen: I couldn't be more of an imposition. I don't know why I'm such a chatty cathy. Be assured I do have a bit of bullshit in every utterance I write, and I am a bit of an arrogant idealist. If it makes you feel better, I absolutely realize that I am nothing. I realize that I am absolutely nothing. The only thing I would possibly have on anyone is that I seem to have found this beginning of a solution to a riddle I was mulling over in my head since the beginning of time. In no way to I arrogantly feel that I have attained enlightenment. I'm certainly not some beatific, calm buddha-like person sitting smiling at you all (although I wish I were and that desire is my downfall – har har). Just wanted to let you know, just in case.