At least I knew Matt read my letters, even though he never responds. I don't even think you're reading my letters.
This is not good.
It makes me feel so used and unwanted - which is actually a good reason to kick someone in the balls.
But this is wrong - I can't give you new reasons to kick you in the balls. You are merely Matt's proxy, and there cannot be anything personal between you and I. (although one might argue that a kick in the balls was VERY personal)