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 |  | came home for cigarettes and a jacket.  stopped short for neko case and a longing for old friends.  i am lucky.  i have a table at the bar next door.  an outdoor irish carved upon table.  everyone at it delights in me and is waiting.  and they are the best of acquaintances. if i was a little less comparative i would just love the ones i'm with.  and not take five more minutes to type right now: why can't it be ginny and blaine and karen and olivia and genoa and dana.  i would be thankful.  i will leave and try again.  because the world is kind, and i owe it my very best, best effort.
 
 
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