must come up, right? I'm just holding out for some good news. Well, B.f.'s aunt sent him a $100 check yesterday in the mail as a birthday present, which was a great surprise. Maybe we can make it. I'm not holding my breath, but both me and B.f. (who was expecting me to come home on tuesdays crying, but was a little p.o.'d about it, he says my days--from 9:00 AM to 8:30 PM--are too long) improved after talking to Jill. I think it gives an important sense of hope and perspective. So today is my shortest day (thanK God) so I can catch up on sleep and try to figure out what we're going to do, presumably go back to pounding on the gates of Castle Student Loan until they listen, dammit.
I'll post a way long entry tomorrow, just so's you know.