12.31.04 I went for a long run this morning, hoping to chase away the rotten mood that has been hanging over me these last few days. I have been crabby, anti-social and aloof. Also very tired. I wasn't even in the mood for shopping. Cleary I was out of sorts.
Despite the slushy run I am bouncing back. Looking forward to welcoming in 2005 with a few close friends. This year I decided to host a make your own pizza party. Everyone is invited to bring their favourite topping. We'll provide the dough, sauce and a variety of tasty cheeses.
When I was a youngster my mom invited the girls from my class over for a make your own pizza and jewlery making party. It was one of my favourite favourite childhood memories. Everyone got a pita and could customize it with toppings (kosher of course!) and then we made name bracelets back when those were fashionable.
As to 2005, I think this year I will resolve to just be. I already strive to accomplish the usual resolutions (be healthier, more active, a better person, write more, watch less TV, read more etc..) every day. The one thing I really suck at is being in the moment. My brain is always racing off to make to do lists, think of what's coming or never-neverland. It's time I learned to live in the moment.