2001:August:15
2001
I know you won't believe it, but I have nothin much to say. I'm so tired of talking and being with people and analyzing things. It's amazing because that's basically what I'm about, so I'm sure it's temporary. Let's seee, I went to see Radiohead, they rained out, we went bowling, went camping, took extazy (great great great great great great drug. I was in a mood horrible and became a lighthearted sage). The trip wasn't nearly the horror I expected.
Things I learned: that I'm bossy and most people are f-ed up in their head. Learned that most people in my circle don't realize that I am so selfish that I really don't CARE about their problems but as I feel that it's rude to just talk about me, I try and help them. Realize that this is interpreted as me being a nosy nelly. It's as big a revelation as the "people think I'm NOT shy" thing. Other than that...Worried about being sanctimonious. Worried about being in debt. Worried about not really liking to be around most humans. Worried about starting school. Oh yes. Worried.
