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Dead Man's Hand
 
 



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post #63
bio: kristen
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4/18/2005
23:01

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I hate to harp on it, but I have nothing but a shattered thing to hold onto now.

I played my hand fast and 'all in'.
Obviously, I was not the winner.

Obviously I had aces and eights and someone else (perhaps mr. mccoll) had a bullet.

This vexes me. This makes me rail at the world - rail at god. Do I not pray hard enough? Do I not do good things for people? Do I not grieve?

Perhaps I watch dead wood too much.

Perhaps I am meant to be alone with many people around me.

I like them sure.



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